Something About My Dreams


Tell me, who in this world that has no dream? Come one … for once in your life admit it. You do have dream even though it is hard for you to tell or to admit. Hahaha…come on, come on. Let’s open yourself a little bit.

As for me, for the very first time in my life,
I think about sharing you some of my dreams inside my tiny, little, puny, miserable head of mine. Though I have to admit I’m a little bit afraid. Coz it’s like opening my self to the public. Where everyone can read me like an open book.

➢ Dream job.
Hmm…I love advertising. No matter how many times I said that I want to get out this field, somehow I just loved it. I love the pressure. I love meeting new peoples. I love the friends. I just love the atmosphere. So, yeah, I wish that I had a good career in advertising someday. Somehow I will try to manage it and make it happen at any stakes.

➢ Dream house. Not much about this one.
I’m quite happy with where I live now. Though I have to admit it needs some fixing at some parts … well, most parts of the house. But, once it managed I think it will be great. My dream house would be something like…small, with not so many rooms. At least just enough room for me and my guests when there are some around. With green yards and a fountain. The furniture should be fluffy, warm and cozy. With warm lights when the night comes. A cable TV would be nice. Also a clean, sleek and modern kitchen … ooohhh … I would love to have that, as I want to cook everyday. So ladies and gents, you’ll be glad to have me as your partner. Hehehehe…I guess that’s enough for subject dream house.

➢ I always want to have a … maybe
some dogs in my house. You might find it disgusting but I always love sleeping with my dogs. I used to have a dog when I was little. He always slept on my bed, near my feet. I always remember how every morning he licked my face to wake me up. And I miss that. Hehehe…a golden retriever (Pooky) and a labrador (Odie) would be sufficient.

➢ Music is something that I love. I love music so much, it’s even affects my mood sometime. Unfortunately, I can’t play any instruments. I played a little bit of violin and saxophone. But, it was a long time ago. Guess I already forgot how.
So, it would’ve been a dream if I can learn it again. Or maybe have someone to play it for me.

I don’t want to become an employee for the rest of my life. I want an early retirement. So, I can enjoy more of life.

I want to teach in the kindergarten. I want to be a story-teller. Hehehe…maybe some of you would be surprise when you read this. But, somehow I’ve always got a way with kids.

I want to walk down at Champ-Elysess on Christmas. Drinking café au lait. Some company would be nice.

I want to go to Tuscany. Spend 2 days summer there. Watching flowers and enjoying the local culture. Hehehe…bit cheesy? I know. But, hey come on, it’s my dream. I can do whatever with my dream.

I want to stop working. Hehehe…don’t we all? But, somehow still manage some money to support my hedonistic life. Hahahahahahaha…..

➢ I want to make drastic changes in my life. Like
move to another country, starts a new life. Hmm…Switzerland sounds great. Tuscany also. Hehehe…bought a house …maybe a small flat.

Market day in Cortona is a nice place to visit when you’re around Tuscany. It would be a nice place for honeymooners. One side of me just being opened … call me romantic, oh I guess I am so.

I want to have a house in Ubud. A small house but with wide garden. Lush surroundings, birds chirping around. There’s rice paddy field near a river so I can play around just like a child. Hehehehe…

➢ Like my friend, Joshua,
I also always want to write a book. A book that I wrote myself. Surely, it will be a plus if the book can be adapted into a motion picture.

➢ Last but not least. This is something I’ve been keep writing again and again. It is my biggest dream ever.
That is to find someone who actually wants to live with me, love me and cherish me till the day God decided to take us apart. I want to find someone that I love. Someone I can grow old with. Someone who will take care of me when I’m sick. Someone to argue about which color should we use on our bedroom. Someone to argue about who is gonna take Pooky and Odie to the vet. Someone that I can go monthly grocery shopping with. Someone that I can hug every night and to whisper that ‘I love you’. Ahhh….wishful thinking? Hope not.


Ahh…dreams.
Some people might say that some dreams are just dreams. But, for me it is something you should achieve. Sometime also, we won’t get everything we want in life. Sometime, something that we wished for is materialized in some other way, in some other thing.

Whatever your dream is, you have to make it come true. No matter what. Sometime when you have eliminates the impossible, somehow the truth will reveal itself and shows the path. So, see beyond. Trust yourself. Pull yourself together and make that dream come true.
Even when it can’t come true, don’t let yourself down. There’s got to be something behind of everything. Something good must be there. Besides, God works in His own mysterious way, isn’t He? So, watch the signs. Who knows it is a sign that will help you to achieve your dream.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

I think u r such a drama queen, u wrote with a lot of estrogen in ur hormon, inspite of testosteron.

Wishing u all the best tho, its not wrong to have a good dreams

Raphael said...

i'd rather like to say....it's equal both hormones.

in any case, it's just a dream.

hehehehe......