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Frankly speaking, I forgot already how to approach someone that I like nor to response someone who like me.

*sigh*

For me there are basic rules for this so-called 'PDKT' : if the one you like, responds half-heartedly then you should consider to leave him or her.

I mean, what for? Waste your time and energy to chase someone who doesn't want to be with you in the first place.

2nd rule : if someone liked you and you are not sure whether you want to be with him/her, then give them the signal. The signal that you wish or prefer with someone else.

What kind of signal? Hmm... you should figure that by yourself. Everybody have a different and millions way to give these kind of signals.

Although sometime, these rules doesn't apply in real life. Don't you think? When someone's in love, do you think that these rules will be obliged? Love makes us blind, that's true. You just simply won't care with anything nor what other people might say. All you know that you love that person and you want to be with him/her.

There are moments, when you are mooning over someone, with that stupid big grin upon your face when you remember his/her face, smile and their laugh. *sigh* I hate to admit it, but I do miss that moments. 

Like I said in the beginning of this post. I do forget how to approach someone. It's been quite sometime since the last time I got close with somebody. Even if I'm close with somebody, I did not know what to do, what to say, ...nor what to expect. I guess at one point, I decided to go with the flow. Letting nature takes its course on me. Sounds like a quitter, am I? Perhaps. Then again, I don't see wrong in that.

Before I go further, I should make a clarification upon this post. Many of you who reads my blog might think that this post is a reflection on something that happen in my life. But, not today. This is purely a thinking that I had this morning.

Back on the track...

I do admit that I had a lousy relationship. Perhaps that triggers me. Something has changed within me.  Something is not the same anymore.  I'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game. 

So, when someone is approaching me, I tend to be ignorant. No matter how beautiful, perfect or compatible they are with me. I prefer to let them prove to me that they are the one for me. I want them to show me that they are worthy and that they can go the distance with me. Even if that would make them perceive me as spoiled guy then I am fine with that. They can have their own judgment on me. But, I'd prefer if they know the story behind that. 

Once I did try to get close with someone. Someone that I know, if things works out between the two of us, still it's gonna be a complicated relationship. But, then I'm backing-off. When I feel that I did all the effort to get to know each other. Well...apparently I did see the sign. *sigh*

It's not easy. Especially since I started to develop feelings. But, I'd rather to back-off in the early stage before it gets too far.

We tend to be a stupid person when we're in love. It's basic knowledge. There's nothing wrong about that. But, it's a problem when things gets too far but there's no vice versa effort from this someone you like.

We should value ourselves more. No matter what. Don't fool yourself by chasing the dream you wanna build with someone who doesn't want to be with you. If it's love, then it's comes with much too higher cost. Don't let them bring you down.

You're worth of something. And someone is worth to be with you. 

Then again maybe it's time to trust your instinct. Time to trust my instinct.